I feel so sorry for myself.

Utterly disappointing. Total turn off. Here’s the million dollar question, ‘What is life?’

Who cares if you scored 289 for your PSLE?? Or if you’ve got bigger boobs then Pamela Anderson? Or if you’ve got BIGGER eyes by doodling eyeliner on your lids?? Who bothers!? Urgh, all of this just IRKS ME. Through and through. Please stop comparing. I hate comparisons. Everytime I think of someone and I find that they’re better then me, I feel sick. I feel super down, feel damn low. Regardless of whatever terms. Looks, brains, WHATEVER okay? I’m sick and tired of comparing. But you just can’t stop it, it’s just like a deadly addiction.

Stupid stupid life. What’s worth right now is probably my family.. And a few of my (actual) friends. I do not consider hi-bye friends to be friends. More of acquaintances. Friends are people whom I talk to, friends are people whom I’ve known from social gatherings. Not exactly ONLINE. If you’re reading this and you’ve never had a deep conversation with me, you’re an acquaintance. If all we talked about was nothing personal, you’re an acquaintance. To speak the truth, I never ever tell anyone my private stuff. My absolute secrets. Unless of course, Pamela and Ivy. And maybe (I think) CM. I don’t think anyone else. Of course, I’ve have had a lot of people who don’t really bother about me. To them, I’m just another being.

One of the reasons to why I can’t wait for LaSalle to start, is so that I can make more friends. Sad aren’t I?

Like wtf, I used to be the insanely-crazy girl with totally no problems or whatsoever during Secondary 2. But I don’t know, somehow one day I just turned quiet.

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I’m having this weird feeling, I don’t know what it is.. But I don’t like it. It’s something.. That making me have breathing difficulties. What’s this feeling??

Does everybody go through this kind of phase or what? Just a stupid rant. No one actually bothers anyway.

Told you all it was just a phase!!!